Lucky We're Inlove In Every Way

Start:

Sep 21, '08

Jay wants us to date on our 1000th day together :) hahaha.. We were watching "My Sassy Girl" and "Windstruck"

Jay and I watched the english version first then the korean version.  The korean version was better and really really nice.  We watched it twice. (hehe). 

"The movie reminds me so much of you baby, your kuliiiiiitttness and everything.... our happy moments together.. ", he said.
 
-We love doing stuff together and not just that, we act like kids. (hehehe).  We go so crazy sometimes... We laugh a lot.. Play around (kasutilan)...

"The girl is so much like you.. hehe" -JAY

-Yeah fine the bossy but sweet girl.  I am defenitely not bossy.. hahaha!! Maybe before but not anymore.. We are so open... We realized that by being really open and understanding... This relationship will work.. YES it did work... and it feels so good to be always like this... no ARGUMENTS... no DRAMAS... no THIS and THATS... no EXCUSES whatsoever.... just understand each other and compromise... YAY!! :)

BOY: "You dont need a BF, you need a slave....."
GIRL: "Youre my BF so stop complaining... just do it"

--> This part of the movie made us look at each other and laugh... Before he used to always say that..... And i always contradict... hahaha!!! yeah BF's should serve their GF's you know.. hahaha!! :))

Well, there was a part that we hated most... WHEN THE GIRL LEFT THE GUY... We dont believe in that.... We believe in US!! and that no one can ever make us separate... :) No one can just butt in our relationship... We won't allow that to happen anymore... Our mistakes in the past will never happen again... Our relationship now is stronger than before... :) That's what makes it PERFECT.. :)

I LOVE YOU BABY..  :)

Start:

Sep 7, '08

2 Years and 8 months. :) More to come. I love you baby :)

Start:

Aug 7, '08

bonding time :) (with sho)

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer
To me
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Start:	Jul 23, '08 8:00p
Location:	DRINK like there is no tomorrow :)

Just gotta wish me luck!! :) hahaha!! This is it!!

-->It aint a SURPRISE anymore.. hahahha!!!! ow well, so what?!?

                The mask I slept in every night was there to greet me,
so that I could hide so sure no one would be happy with what lyes beneath,
not realizing that it was a young girl that wanted Love and the permission to just be.  I began to remove each mask, to get to me, realizing there were more and more masks there, to prepare me for each crowd I may be around.  One by one brought fear, then fear along with anger
not realizing I would find strength, Love and Happiness. Oh, don't we do so much to protect ourselves from the very thing we long for......Love, Joy and Happiness
      
              Others say, just cheer up then others say, just let it go but they don't really know that I went so long without feeling thinking only numbing, barely breathing, surviving, barely sleeping, trying to be strong but fading- no joy, just coasting.  I know I GOTTA LET IT GO.

              I have a tendency to question me about who i am and what i wanna be but i don't try hard to enough and it makes me weak.  I have a secret part of me no one knows about, its the decisions that i make that make me doubt that I could be strong. I use to have EVERYTHING i want (just like that) but now NO MORE, I got heartbroken and words were finally said and done but then THIS GUY came to change everything, I lost friends but also gained new ones.  I have lots of issues out there, who doesnt? (hahahaha)

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
(Just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(Woah)
Get just a little louder
(Yeah)

Say it again for me
‘Cause I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

The thing about you
(About you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight

The thing about me is that I really wanna let you
(Really wanna let you)
Open that door
(Open that door)
And walk into my life

Move in a little closer
(Just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(Woah)
Just a little louder
(Yeah)

Say it again for me
‘Cause I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought
The sun without the rain

And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful
As when you say my name

Say it again for me
‘Cause I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind

Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

-->And I'll forever thank you for coming into my life.  I'll always make you happy.  (I'll try my best).  I know youre so happy with me and I cherish every moment spent with you my babyboi... :) Thank you for making me feel happy and loved EVERY MINUTE and EVERY SECOND of my life.. :) No one can ever beat our BONDING MOMENTS :)

(Perfect Song For You And Me My Love)

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday


--> Jay's my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my partner in crime, my savior :) All I can say is that I'm totally happy to have found the man i wanna spend the rest of my life with. No doubt about it.  "Tomorrow when you wake up mu love youre still the one i love.." :)

     So people/(BIATCH OUT THERE) trying to butt in our relationship (SORRY BUT YOURE TOO TRYING HARD AND PATHETIC.. AND HE HATES IT!! A LOT... LOL..)
   

Start:	Jul 24, '08
Location:	Anywhere with me.. :)

I'll make sure youre gonna be so happy and surprised!!! I know you hate surprises dahling but youre gonna love mine :) I love you my love :)